Lonely at the Top (Spring Grass Book 6) elaborates the golden time of my career as a producer and director at Shanghai Television. To make my program Life's Friend be household words in Shanghai, I produced the first TV competition involving prizes in China, making me vulnerable to being accused of going against the manner of socialism. However, that didn't happen, and the show brought me fame. Corruption gradually became pervasive in China. In the media, journalists were invited to banquets and received gifts and free travel, and in return, they'd report their hosts in a positive way in newspapers and on TV. As my career blossomed, I had abundant material comforts from my work, provided by this hidden rule. I was jubilant in the early time but later became stressed and felt increasingly anxious and lonely. My husband and I had a falling out. Along with the first tide of going abroad after new China was founded, I left behind all my achievements, my dear son, and my estranged husband, and I embarked on an arduous journey: I went to Japan on a student visa, taking with me only twelve thousand Japanese yen.