The Perfect High

From the Introduction:
"I stuck the gun in my mouth, shaking with fear. I closed my eyes as I cocked the hammer and slowly squeezed the trigger... Wait! I can't do it like this! What if I miss and I end up like a vegetable looking like a freak or something?! Maybe I can overdose on pills. Wait! What about John? That dude said he had the worst headache ever after he came out of it and wished it on no one. RAT POISON! Yes, this could work!
Lost and hopeless, I sat in my office deciding what method would be less painful to take my life, a thought that would finally catch up to me. In fact, I never would have believed it would come to this. I would be the first to always criticize and judge anyone that committed suicide, and here I am, not just thinking about it, but actually ready to act on it."
In this memoir, Dunker Ramirez takes the reader on a wild journey through the dramatic events of his life, events that led him to a very dark place where he was ready to kill himself...But that's not the end of his story. This is a journey of despair but also one of hope. You won't need a cup of caffeine for this book; it'll hold your attention till the very end and leave you wanting more.